December 1943, it has been so cold. I can't live live this. Sometimes I think of running, but I think twice where would I go and what would I do. I was going to go commit suicide once, but I thought about my family. All these Jews that are crying and sick makes me sad what have we done. What have they done to deserve to be in this position. We were hearing that 440,000 Hungarians were getting sent to Auschwitz, a lot of Nazi officers were telling us that that's the biggest and worst concentration camp to stay in if you're a Jew.
Sincerely: Cornelius Gutenburg
